Sam John
A beautiful day at the office!
A beautiful day at the office! How sweet it is to do what I love. At my happy place. What a gift. What a blessing. Fresh new content...
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Sam John
Jun 22, 20231 min read
A Priceless Gift
I came home one day more dejected and alone than I have in a very long time. And I saw a package. It was a gift. That shook me to my...
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Sam John
Jun 22, 20231 min read
I DON'T LOSE
I DON’T LOSE. No matter how hard they tried, they couldn’t win. It looked like I lost. Over and over again. Nothing seemed to be working...
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Sam John
Jun 22, 20231 min read
Life is Beautiful
Life is strange. 8 years ago almost to the day… I felt hopeless. I felt purposeless. It was the first time I tried to end my life. And...
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Sam John
Jun 15, 20231 min read
Poetic Prose
Trust. If there was a list of things I struggle to do. This would be at the top. How does one trust again… When every time he did, it...
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Sam John
Jun 15, 20231 min read
Friend
Friend. I didn’t think I’d ever know what that felt like. I’ve been abandoned more times than I care to count. I’ve felt the sting of...
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Sam John
Jun 15, 20231 min read
Hope... Across the Multiverse Update!
Path 3/7 is now complete. I am so thankful for each one of y'all's support and cannot wait to share more about this brave, powerful, new...
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Sam John
Jun 12, 20231 min read
Home
Move I’ve travelled for so long. My heart longs for a home. A place to set my things down and be… Simply be. I never wanted it to be this...
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Sam John
Jun 12, 20231 min read
Dream
Dream. I often wondered why I dreamt so consistently. I was a dreamer of the day. And we are dangerous men… if T.E. Lawrence is to be...
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Sam John
Jun 12, 20231 min read
Mutual Exclusivity
Mutual Exclusivity… Truly one of my favorite turns of phrase. Life is hard/God is good… Hope is real/I feel hopeless My life has no...
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Sam John
Jun 12, 20231 min read
Destiny
Destiny. I wasn’t destined for this life. I wasn’t destined for the hope I have in my heart. I wasn’t destined for the peace that I own…...
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Sam John
Jun 10, 20231 min read
Rest...
REST… When did this word become so wrong? Wasn’t it part of our grand design… It is and will never stop being core to who we are as a...
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Sam John
Jun 10, 20231 min read
Art Thoughts: Spider-Man: Across The SpiderVerse!
Art Thoughts: Spider-Man: Across The SpiderVerse! This film is a masterpiece. There is no better word to associate with it. Every frame...
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Sam John
Jun 9, 20231 min read
Panic
Panic… My heart stops… And worries. And wonders. And rehashes… Pulls back the curtain on my wall of memories dictated by that one word....
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Sam John
Jun 9, 20231 min read
Happiness!
Happiness! Where did I find this? This wasn’t meant for me. This wasn’t a part of the plan… Fate is baffled. And I smile and I dance, and...
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Sam John
Jun 9, 20231 min read
Commuincate
Communicate. What does that word mean? I wasn’t familiar. Silence and abuse… Those were the two extremes and the only languages I grew up...
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Sam John
Jun 6, 20231 min read
Father...
FATHER… My nightmare… My dream… My hope. Hope… Hope Bethel John. I fear I will repeat the mistakes of those that came before me. I am...
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Sam John
Jun 6, 20231 min read
FEAR
Fear… Fear… There are cute acronyms for this word. The pain. The darkness. The heartbreak. I awoke this morning anxious, and afraid and...
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Sam John
Jun 4, 20231 min read
FAMILY
FAMILY. It’s all about family… My family tried. They did their best… Don’t get me wrong. But… I associated fear… trauma… abuse…...
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Sam John
Jun 4, 20231 min read
Love...
Love… It eludes me. Constantly. It scares me. It has scarred me. It has made me feel whole. And indestructible. I cannot live without it....
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