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Light and Darkness.

  • Writer: Sam John
    Sam John
  • Mar 31, 2024
  • 1 min read

Light and Darkness.


My heart has recently been full of both.

Mourning. Grieving. Accepting. Letting go.

Moving Forward.


Through it all... my #1 has never let me go.

The one who was brutalized and bled for me.

Died for me. Rose again for me.


I am afraid.

Of the future.

Of change.

Of opening my heart back up again.

Of trusting again.


Thank you for never leaving me, Jesus.

Thank you for dying for me and then breaking death right where it stood.


Fate and the destiny this world had for me hold no power before you.

8 years of healing...

Of pain.

Of joy.

Of dreams.


Dreams of the future. Nightmares of the past. Moments of the present.


Light and darkness...

In the midst of what feels like unending pain, hope remains.


 
 
 

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