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Dysmorphia.
I Resist. https://www.instagram.com/p/DHYdFGJApZc/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link I train. Every day is an attempt to wake up, look in the...
Sam John
Mar 191 min read
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7 Months: Ops Manager
7 Months as the Operations Manager of SCADstory. https://www.instagram.com/p/DFavDfqObTh/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link This month has been...
Sam John
Jan 291 min read
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After The Storm.
After The Storm. https://www.instagram.com/p/DAmfdmEgnpv/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link I was alone. In the darkness. Afraid and reminded...
Sam John
Oct 1, 20241 min read
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Shackled.
Shackled. https://x.com/qavahcreates/status/1837508057820987637 Pain. Disgust. Anger. Resentment. Jealousy. Bitterness. Lust. Addiction....
Sam John
Sep 21, 20241 min read
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SCRATCH
Scratch. You try. And sometimes you succeed. But the pain is my past. Not my story. I won't let your opinion define me. I wasted too much...
Sam John
Sep 5, 20241 min read
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Why Make?
Majesty. We create. As an incredible tribute act. A reflection. A deep, undeniable desire to make something. Build. Grow. Evolve... Is it...
Sam John
Aug 26, 20241 min read
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QAVAH CREATES: The Collection is LIVE!
QAVAH CREATES: The Store is LIVE! https://qavahcreates.my-online.store For a limited time, to celebrate the launch of the store, all...
Sam John
Aug 7, 20241 min read
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DISSERVICE.
What a disservice. To this season of my life. I am so concerned with what I think i deserve. I’ve lost sight of what is. fantasizing of...
Sam John
Jul 27, 20241 min read
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American.
10-12 Years. That's the Timeline. Hearing those words took the wind out of my sails. It hit me harder than I thought it would. It made me...
Sam John
Jul 15, 20241 min read
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Next Steps.
Next Steps. Thankful for my friends and family helping me back up to my feet. I know what comes next. But, I am so thankful for the...
Sam John
Jun 22, 20241 min read
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First Love.
I love you. I had never said it to someone before. I don’t think i had ever meant it. This time, i did. I looked into her beautiful...
Sam John
Jun 14, 20241 min read
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ALL DEPARTMENTS.
We started with 250 flyers... Thought that would be more than enough, right. Right? Nope. Printed 125 more. Not enough. Printed 100...
Sam John
Apr 24, 20241 min read
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RELENTLESS
Now and Always... Relentless! Get your Tickets here: https://yours-faithfully.ticketleap.com/samqavahjohn/ Thankful for the grief....
Sam John
Apr 17, 20241 min read
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Accept: Poetic Prose #83
Accept. Man, I hate acceptance. Accept that I have to let it go. I have to let them go. I have to let her go. I have to let go of the...
Sam John
Mar 10, 20241 min read
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The Beats and The Breaths.
The Beats and The Breaths. I think the pain has let up. Like it’s all subsided. Like the grieving is complete and I’ve moved forward. One...
Sam John
Dec 19, 20231 min read
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5. Path 4: i give up.
5. Path 4: i give up. What if I had quit? What if this story stopped three years ago? And another one began. What if there was a reality...
Sam John
Aug 31, 20231 min read
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Just My Singular Cent: YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW
Just My Singular Cent: YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW There is nothing you can’t do. There is no pain you can’t live through. There is...
Sam John
Aug 12, 20231 min read
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Your Pain is Welcome, Here.
Your Pain is Welcome, Here. I may not know you but I am here for you. Please feel free to reach out. This photo was taken on the worst...
Sam John
Aug 6, 20231 min read
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Thank you, Chicago.
Thank you, Chicago. All my love, SJ. #immigrant #explore #grow #trust #work #love #city #chicago #endure #fight #journey #jesus...
Sam John
Jul 27, 20231 min read
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MISSION SPIDERVERSE: BARBENHEIMER (THE VLOG)
MISSION SPIDERVERSE: BARBENHEIMER (THE VLOG) This was such a special, incredible day! It's pretty wild when circumstances allow me to...
Sam John
Jul 22, 20231 min read
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