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Writer's pictureSam John

First Love.

I love you.


I had never said it to someone before.


I don’t think i had ever meant it.


This time, i did.


I looked into her beautiful green-blue eyes.


I knew there was pain that existed there.


I knew there was pain in my own.


I wanted all of her.


I wrote. I dreamed. I thought. I did.


I gave it everything i had.


I loved her with everything in me.



Every breath. Every movement. Every thought.


I wanted to be the man she deserved.


The partner i had dreamt of being.


Every time i saw her, my world stopped.


My heart skipped more beats than i care to admit.


I looked at her and saw a home.


A future.


A place where for the first time i felt safe in silence.



Safe... Next to her. My heart held and my soul seen.


And... I waited.


I didn’t hear it back.


I knew this was it. But i didn’t let myself believe it.


I wanted us to stay. For things to stay the same.


But that’s not how life works.


I want to go back. To the best day of my life.


Surrounding her with my love.


I will always love you.


But now, i need to love me, too.


Thank you, my angel.



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