I love you.
I had never said it to someone before.
I don’t think i had ever meant it.
This time, i did.
I looked into her beautiful green-blue eyes.
I knew there was pain that existed there.
I knew there was pain in my own.
I wanted all of her.
I wrote. I dreamed. I thought. I did.
I gave it everything i had.
I loved her with everything in me.
Every breath. Every movement. Every thought.
I wanted to be the man she deserved.
The partner i had dreamt of being.
Every time i saw her, my world stopped.
My heart skipped more beats than i care to admit.
I looked at her and saw a home.
A future.
A place where for the first time i felt safe in silence.
Safe... Next to her. My heart held and my soul seen.
And... I waited.
I didn’t hear it back.
I knew this was it. But i didn’t let myself believe it.
I wanted us to stay. For things to stay the same.
But that’s not how life works.
I want to go back. To the best day of my life.
Surrounding her with my love.
I will always love you.
But now, i need to love me, too.
Thank you, my angel.
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