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Sam John
Feb 41 min read
Dream/Nightmare.
I didn't think I'd ever write about you, again. After the way things ended, my love turned into hate. The heart that I had to soften...
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Sam John
Sep 15, 20241 min read
Sunset
Sunset. https://www.instagram.com/p/C_791NKuVen/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link I feel the darkness setting in. The anger. The rage. I...
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Sam John
Aug 23, 20241 min read
My Only Sunshine
You are my sunshine. My only sunshine. Holding you is the dream I am working towards. Welcoming you into this world and being the father...
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Sam John
Jul 26, 20241 min read
Persepctive
Persepctive. What lenses do we choose to see through? It can make or break us. Change a relationship. Evolve a home. Break cycles or set...
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Sam John
May 24, 20241 min read
Pain. Hello...
Pain. You are Welcome in My Life. I spent my whole life fighting you. Pretending like you were this evil being that I could get rid of...
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Sam John
Mar 25, 20241 min read
UNDISPUTED.
Undisputed… When I started this quarter in January, I was excited and terrified. I came out the other end, having been through it....
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Sam John
Mar 8, 20241 min read
My Favorite View.
Every view reminds me of you. It used to hurt. But now... it reminds me of just how lucky I was to love you. What a gift. What a...
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Sam John
Jan 30, 20241 min read
Dream.
Dream. My life has always felt like a dream. And sometimes, like a nightmare… One or the other. And this past month. I see it. I realize...
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Sam John
Jan 13, 20241 min read
Resume January 2024
I am honored and blessed to share my most recent updated Resume with you all. https://www.linkedin.com/posts/sam-johnvg_sam-john-resume-j...
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Sam John
Dec 31, 20231 min read
2023-2024
2023-2024 You have nothing to prove, my love. Nothing to do to make anyone feel more comfortable in your presence. You are here for a...
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Sam John
Dec 25, 20231 min read
Qavah X Ga'al: The Next Chapter NYC
Qavah X Ga'al: The Next Chapter NYC No job. No apartment. Putting in the work. Putting in the applications. Putting in the hours....
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Sam John
Dec 12, 20231 min read
Not Her Type
Not Her Type This statement. This frustrating turn of phrase. It’s oftentimes been such a source of insecurity and frustration. Hear it...
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Sam John
Dec 10, 20231 min read
A Good Man.
A Good Man. Nice Guys finish last. I hated this turn of phrase. I was the nice guy for most of my life. And it creates this unrealistic...
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Sam John
Nov 12, 20231 min read
Please Don’t Settle, My Love.
Please Don’t Settle, My Love. Hey, sweetie. Yes! You. I want you to know just how incredible you are… You don’t need to settle. I...
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Sam John
Oct 9, 20231 min read
To Hope.
Every time the odds feel insurmountable. The grief feels unbearable. And my heart and mind wake up in a state of unrest and fear. I call...
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Sam John
Oct 8, 20231 min read
This Spark...
There is this spark. I can’t deny it. I won’t fight it. I will honor it. I will protect it. My last few weeks have been marked by grief....
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Sam John
Sep 4, 20231 min read
THE EPILOGUE. Fragments of Hope: Across Time and Space
The Epilogue: Sometimes, this journey gets exhausting. And heartbreaking. And downright painful. And it brings me joy. Maybe not in that...
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Sam John
Sep 1, 20231 min read
4. Path 5: The Healer.
4. Path 5: The Healer. My family always wanted me to be a doctor. Born-and-raised Indians, you know what it is. And they had good...
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Sam John
Jul 26, 20232 min read
Art Thoughts: Overcome Pornography For Good Podcast by Sara Brewer.
Art Thoughts: Overcome Pornography For Good Podcast by Sara Brewer. Sara is an absolute legend! Those of you who know my story and have...
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Sam John
May 22, 20232 min read
Poetic Prose #2: Requirements
Poetic Prose #2 Requirements. I do not need to be a man to be strong, loving, passionate, hardworking, and relentless. I do not need to...
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