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Sam JohnMay 241 min readPain. Hello...Pain. You are Welcome in My Life. I spent my whole life fighting you. Pretending like you were this evil being that I could get rid of...
Sam JohnMay 191 min readDO IT, SCARED.SCARED. I am terrified. I’m in pain. I wonder if the pain will ever stop. I know it will. I don’t know how my heart does it. I don’t know...
Sam JohnApr 221 min readGenerational.Generations. My father was a good man. His father was a good man. I am a great man. My father beat me without reason. His father beat him...
Sam JohnMar 311 min readLight and Darkness.Light and Darkness. My heart has recently been full of both. Mourning. Grieving. Accepting. Letting go. Moving Forward. Through it all......
Sam JohnDec 25, 20231 min readQavah X Ga'al: The Next Chapter NYCQavah X Ga'al: The Next Chapter NYC No job. No apartment. Putting in the work. Putting in the applications. Putting in the hours....
Sam JohnDec 19, 20231 min readThe Beats and The Breaths. The Beats and The Breaths. I think the pain has let up. Like it’s all subsided. Like the grieving is complete and I’ve moved forward. One...
Sam JohnDec 2, 20231 min readQavah Qavah I fall into your emerald eyes… And I smile. I haven’t met you, yet but I see you. Every part of you. Clear as day. And I wondered....