Love…
It eludes me.
Constantly.
It scares me.
It has scarred me.
It has made me feel whole.
And indestructible. I cannot live without it.
It has hurt me beyond repair.
And has healed me into the man I am today.
No. NO. Noo. No. Nope. Yeah, no. Not for me. Not my type. Oof. No. He’s too nice. He just wants to use me. I wouldn’t trust him. It’s much easier to keep using him. No. No. Definitely not…
Why?
How?
YOU??
It hurts every single time.
but is a source of purpose, passion, and untethered devotion.
My heart will feel ready to give up… It oftentimes has.
But it will awake… Somehow. Loving unconditionally and without limits… None whatsoever.
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