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  • Writer: Sam John
    Sam John
  • Jun 4, 2023
  • 1 min read

Love…


It eludes me.

Constantly.

It scares me.

It has scarred me.

It has made me feel whole.

And indestructible. I cannot live without it.


It has hurt me beyond repair.

And has healed me into the man I am today.


No. NO. Noo. No. Nope. Yeah, no. Not for me. Not my type. Oof. No. He’s too nice. He just wants to use me. I wouldn’t trust him. It’s much easier to keep using him. No. No. Definitely not…

Why?

How?

YOU??


It hurts every single time.

but is a source of purpose, passion, and untethered devotion.


My heart will feel ready to give up… It oftentimes has.

But it will awake… Somehow. Loving unconditionally and without limits… None whatsoever.


 
 
 

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