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1. Hope. I can’t wait to meet you, my love.

Writer's picture: Sam JohnSam John

Updated: Feb 28, 2023


Person: Jesus.

My Savior.

My best friend.

My #1 love.

My champion.

My defender.

My comforter.

My counselor.

My God.

The King of Kings and Lord of all.

You hung the stars and care for me so much more.

I love you, now and forever.

You’ve seen my worst.

You’ve seen my best.

You’ve never seen me any different.


Covered by grace and the blood on the cross.

Launch Day: 31st of January, 2023.

My mother is 60 years old today.

I am finally at a place of peace in my life where I can step back and realize that my parents did what they could with what they had, and I will never stop honoring them.

I can do this while also establishing and maintaining healthy boundaries for my health and well-being.

It’s a delicate balance but one that is essential.

Fate only binds you if you let it.


Place: Cathy’s Corner.

December 10th, 2019.

I had no hope left.

I was 17.

I didn’t want to take another breath.

But God.

I went to PVR Cinemas in Bangalore, India, and watched La La Land.

Hope restored.

Joy restored.

Peace restored.

Love restored.

I wanted to get to LA someday.


Fast forward 7 years.

July 5th, 2022.

I had a particular distaste for my birthday.

I decided to change that and go up to the spot where they did the dance from La La Land.

I did the dance on my own for no one in particular.

A Lovely Night.

The sheer unbelief of how far I’d come and how far God had brought me shook me to my core.

Thank God I didn’t give up.

Thank God I chose to breathe.

Thank God I chose to love myself first.

One breath at a time, my angels.

You got this.


Love you.


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