Blinded... and leaping.
I wish I knew more.
More of the path.
More of the journey.
The steps that would appear.
I wish I knew. Where you are my love.
I've tried... for so long.
To be the man that would be what you deserved. What I deserved.
And I sit here. My heart sighs.
I wish it was less complicated.
I wish I could see more.
I pray for trust. Wisdom. Patience.
What I see, I fight for.
What I've been blessed with, I steward.
And I pray.
So that the loneliness and pain won't consume me.
And I stand firm in who God has called me to be.
I'm hurting.
I want to see you.
I've fought for 26 years for me and for you.
And I'm just tired.
Yours faithfully,
Hope.
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