Unclear. Leaping anyway.

Blinded... and leaping.

I wish I knew more.

More of the path.

More of the journey.

The steps that would appear.

I wish I knew. Where you are my love.

I've tried... for so long.

To be the man that would be what you deserved. What I deserved.

And I sit here. My heart sighs.

I wish it was less complicated.

I wish I could see more.

I pray for trust. Wisdom. Patience.

What I see, I fight for.

What I've been blessed with, I steward.

And I pray.

So that the loneliness and pain won't consume me.

And I stand firm in who God has called me to be.

I'm hurting.

I want to see you.

I've fought for 26 years for me and for you.

And I'm just tired.

Yours faithfully,

Hope.

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