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My Dearest SQJ

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Every day...

I want you to know.

Even though I struggle with it... all the time.

I love you.

Every part of you.

And I won't stop saying it till I believe it and you do, too.


My dearest.

I won't ever stop.

Till every part of you believes it.



My Dearest,

Thank you for not giving up.

Thank you for fighting through the darkness.

Iam in ave of you.

your strength. Your Kindness. Your love.

How do you do it?

Alter what you've been through.

With shard of glass still piercing your heart... you still love so fiercely.

I wish you could see me.

Iwish you knew.

That your story isn't over.

I see you crying alone.

Stopping yourself from taking those pills.

Stopping yourself from slitting your wrists.

Stopping yourself from stepping into traffic.

I see it all and I know you don't believe me.

But... you are going to be okay.

Right now, you aren't. And that's okay, too.

I love you. I never thought I would. But... I do.

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