Loved and Lost...

Loved and Lost.

I know they say it’s better.

I don’t believe them.

I can’t afford to.

for my heart, body, and mind’s sake.

there is a storm brewing.

and there’s nothing i can do.

I opened my heart again. and it was broken.

i must endure it.

i must look beyond the dream lost.

the hope lost.

the city lost. the person lost.

And remind myself of who I am.

Who I’ve always been.

a friend. a brother. a child of god.

And even if I was none of that...

i still have me.

i’ve always had me.

and it’s time for me to love him with that fierce fire.

that fire is mine. and I will never let it die.

Not for anyone.

Not for anything.

Never again.

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