Loved and Lost.
I know they say it’s better.
I don’t believe them.
I can’t afford to.
for my heart, body, and mind’s sake.
there is a storm brewing.
and there’s nothing i can do.
I opened my heart again. and it was broken.
i must endure it.
i must look beyond the dream lost.
the hope lost.
the city lost. the person lost.
And remind myself of who I am.
Who I’ve always been.
a friend. a brother. a child of god.
And even if I was none of that...
i still have me.
i’ve always had me.
and it’s time for me to love him with that fierce fire.
that fire is mine. and I will never let it die.
Not for anyone.
Not for anything.
Never again.
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