Closure
- Sam John
- Jun 4, 2023
- 1 min read
Closure…
I asked the Lord…
Why did they hurt me?
Why did they assume the worst in me?
Why do they keep making me feel unworthy?
He simply replies…
Because it is a part of your tapestry.
It is a reminder of the fact that nothing and no one will stop me from loving people fiercely.
Chances were 1 to 1000000 that I’d see her again.
The woman who set my heart into an arrhythmia of murmurs and pain.
The woman who took me for everything I had and left nothing to be given away…
4 seats away… Impossible odds. Panic… Anguish… Trauma… Forgiveness… Pain. Redemption.
These chains and the scars they left don’t bind me anymore.
They never did. The chains that tore into my skin, my heart, and my soul.
The pride in me wanted to dismiss, insult, and put down.
But the Holy Spirit that is within me calls me to love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness faithfulness, humility, and self-control. AND FORGIVENESS.
Because you are so special: these are the last words I told the woman whom I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, who ended up breaking me beyond repair.
All broken things made new through Christ alone.
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