Discontent.
I want so much more... than my current state.
I want to be more. I want to help more. I want to heal more.
But... I know this fact to be true.
I am not above the one who sets out my path.
Who has chosen to place me exactly where I am.
Where anxiety and frustration pile up...
And the desire to be more overrides my current satisfaction, gratitude, and thankful state of being.
I look out at the horizon and clamber for more...
Knowing full well that me as I am now is the more I craved 10 years ago.
Hindsight is 20/20.
Foresight, however, is beginning to catch up.
If I must rate it, it would be 14/20.
Ah, what a ways to go.
Yours faithfully,
Traveller.
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