LIES

I’m Tired. Of Lying To Myself.

Lying Yo Everyone Else.

“I’m Okay, I’ll Be Okay.”

The Past Year Hasn’t Been Okay.

It’s Been Hard.

I Continued To Pour Everything I Had Into Everything I Loved.

And They Simply Ceased To Love Me Back.

I Don’t Have Time To Feel.

I Don’t Have The Ability To Let This Go.

I Have To Face It.

I Have To Come To Terms With It.

These Lies.

People Are Inherently Good.

God Is For Me.

The Pain Will Stop.

I Deserve Good Things In This Life.

I Keep Doing The Right Thing.

I Keep Fighting The Good Fight.

Showing Up For People.

Loving God. Loving People.

I Can’t Do It, Anymore.

I Need A Break.

I Need To Stop.

Before I Break Beyond Repair.

The Darkness Is Consuming Me.

And I Can’t Do This Game Of Unrequited Love, Anymore.

I’ve Played This Game Since I Was A Child.

Forced To Earn The Love Of My Parents.

My Friends. The Girls I Liked.

And Even The People That Abused Me.

And A God I Somehow Kept Believing In.

I Need To Breathe.

And I Need To Do It Alone.

I Have To. For The First Time...

On My Own.

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